Where Are You???

Here comes a poem composed by myself: 

Where are you???

Oh! My bonny dream boy

Where are you?

I’m waiting like a bobby soxer

With dreams all sew.

While gazing the starry firmament

That uncanny colossus is what I view

With whom a little bit I do dally

And silhouette many times a new.

My heart slithers & exudes to thee
I evade it but its no more mine

It’s floundering in the ocean of love

& has become insane an irrefutable sign.

From morning to noon, I fickle & scuffle

Only to elude from that spurious consternation

But then till dawn, its you who haunt

Those sleepless dreams – half worn half torn.

I’m yearning for you

Oh my coquettish darling

WHERE ARE YOU?

Friendship.....
This is known to be the best relationship in this world...best of the best. A friend is one with whome you can share ur joys,ur sorrows,ur feelings, u can just BE URSELF with a friend. How nice this all sounds. But...when u bcome upset because of the very same friend...a friend from whom u wd have never expected ny kind of problems, the same friend is causing u so much trouble, so much pain.... At that moment u feel "why the hell i met this person in my life" and even when u dont want to do so but still u start cursing that person,cursing the moment u bcame frenz,and sometimes...u even start cursing urself. At the worst stage u even start feeling taht this friendship thing is all crap.And u dont need any friends. U r better off alone. U r so afraid of this so called "lovely realtionship"--Friendship,that u don wanna make ny frenz, And u even start creating a distance between u and the other people who really care for you.You dont want yoursef to be known by anyone...u wanna be lost in loneliness.....bcoz that is the only place where u feel u can find a little bit chaen.
Has anyone ever felt like this?
I pray to thee that no one ever faces this worst condition.