Money And Life

Today i had a discussion with a friend...on life and money. he said that life is everything about money. he said if u want to survive you have to earn, and who doesnt want to live prosperously.i disagreed, the he said...5 saal baad mujse milna when you'll have your family,liabilities, then we'll talk.
Is it so? is money the only thing which matters in life? can money really buy everything? and anyone can never be happy without money? or should i says, money is the only thing which can make u happy???
i dont think so. life is much more than "MONEY." ofcourse money is essential to survive, but i think it is much more important to be content and satisfied in life. life is about the people you care for and who care for u, family n friends n realtions n being happy n making others happy n liabilities n responsibilities n all the smiles which u can give n u can recieve ......but money cant get u all this. it is very important to be happy, and that is all that matters in life.
and for me...to be happy in life it is very important that the people around me are happy too. atleast the people who are important to me. and thats what i want from my life...ultimate ambition: to be happy in life to make others happy...and when u r happy, life wd automatically become beautiful.

money is no doubt important....but not evrything.

The Pain of Loneliness and The Pleasure of Pain

I used to think lot many times of the things which can frighten me. One of the things or rather feeling I came up with which could afraid me to hell was──The feeling of loneliness.
I can withstand thunder, lightening, storm, dark, exposure, challenges (I haven’t yet thought about misery and things like that)…but what I can’t withstand is loneliness.
And it becomes very very difficult to be lonely in the world full of people…frenz, people who are close to u. you can mingle with anyone, share ur secrets with anyone, so many people around, who’ll do things to make u happy, to lighten up ur mood, ur heart, ur soul, who’ll get u rid of all the shit exploding like a volcano in ur mind, ur heart. They will listen to u because they know it is just what u want…having someone on ur side to lend u an ear where u can dump anything u want.
Just that ‘having someone by ur side’ would release all ur pain and take u to another world…the world which once belonged to u…transform u into another self…the person who u were, who belonged to that world.
BUT THEN…u don’t want ny of this thing to happen. U just want to be on ur own, all ur feelings, emotions, desires embedded in ur self…u just want to be left alone.
I thought a lot…y it has to be like that…wen u can so easily evade from this pain with so many people, not just ppl but frenz to whom u can go anytime and empty ur heart, lighten up ur soul, seek for support, and life would become much better then.
I also got the answer…its the pleasure of pain. You have started loving the hurt, the pain and so u shut doors to companionship & thus to happiness, because u r happy with something else…the PAIN.(reasons to this also have been thought of)
And then u realize that the feeling u were most afraid of ─ now, it is the very same feeling u r most comfortable with. And so u shut the door between u and the rest of the world and put the “don’t disturb” or rather “leave me alone” board on it.
Or at the worst…or must I say at the extremity? U start pretending that even u r a part of the world around u…just pretend…pretend to b happy, pretend to smile, pretend to laugh sometimes, pretend to njoy, pretend u r wat u were, so that no one comes and disturb the LONELY U.

Where Are You???

Here comes a poem composed by myself: 

Where are you???

Oh! My bonny dream boy

Where are you?

I’m waiting like a bobby soxer

With dreams all sew.

While gazing the starry firmament

That uncanny colossus is what I view

With whom a little bit I do dally

And silhouette many times a new.

My heart slithers & exudes to thee
I evade it but its no more mine

It’s floundering in the ocean of love

& has become insane an irrefutable sign.

From morning to noon, I fickle & scuffle

Only to elude from that spurious consternation

But then till dawn, its you who haunt

Those sleepless dreams – half worn half torn.

I’m yearning for you

Oh my coquettish darling

WHERE ARE YOU?

Friendship.....
This is known to be the best relationship in this world...best of the best. A friend is one with whome you can share ur joys,ur sorrows,ur feelings, u can just BE URSELF with a friend. How nice this all sounds. But...when u bcome upset because of the very same friend...a friend from whom u wd have never expected ny kind of problems, the same friend is causing u so much trouble, so much pain.... At that moment u feel "why the hell i met this person in my life" and even when u dont want to do so but still u start cursing that person,cursing the moment u bcame frenz,and sometimes...u even start cursing urself. At the worst stage u even start feeling taht this friendship thing is all crap.And u dont need any friends. U r better off alone. U r so afraid of this so called "lovely realtionship"--Friendship,that u don wanna make ny frenz, And u even start creating a distance between u and the other people who really care for you.You dont want yoursef to be known by anyone...u wanna be lost in loneliness.....bcoz that is the only place where u feel u can find a little bit chaen.
Has anyone ever felt like this?
I pray to thee that no one ever faces this worst condition.